#part2
Sesat.
I still remember first time aku jumpa Liya. Since aku dah talk on phone for a quite time. So, i have decide to meet her. Aku tak pernah rasa yang aku akan jumpa perempuan yang aku just kenal in a few week and aku ajak keluar selain Enna. And aku kenal diri aku, lelaki sampah yang malas nak berleceh leceh untuk impress seorang hawa. But in this case, i guess, i found another side of me. Aku lupa tarikh first time aku jumpa dia. I guess i have a lot other thing to remember by now. With the IIDEX happen in another 2 days, aku still find a time to write this. Ya. Aku busy. So, aku decide aku nak meet her, i remember it was Friday. And for god's sake aku pakai kemeja just because i want to impress her. So, before i go to her house, i buy her a pack of twiggies and dutchlady choclate. Breakfast. I drive to her house. Aku pun bukan tau area Shah Alam. Aku tau blok PKNS blok 27. Aku decide aku just nak jumpa. Sebab aku rasa, aku dah fall for her, but i need to make this real. Dia kena jumpa aku yang sebenar. And aku juga nak tau dia di realiti. Aku pun drive, hers was blok 58. Area rumah aku. So aku drive, and dengan confident nya aku sesat. Rupanya kami duduk dekat. Expectation aku dia duk belakang tasik. Hmm.. Fuck right. So aku terpaksa patah balik. Untuk jumpa this dream girl. Then after aku dah masuk simpang rumah flat dia. Aku dapat text from her, her aunt from puchong dah nak sampai, so dia kata tak boleh jumpa. Sebab dia da nak balik puchong. Hmm.. tuhan je tau perasaan aku. Aku tak berapa yakin dengan dia sebab aku rasa dia macam nak trick aku. Di permainkan perempuan tu dah biasa bagi aku. Loser kan. So, aku pun reply ok. Aku bawak hati aku yang hancur tu U-turn and drive balik ke faculty. Hmm.. penat. Kumpul keberanian nak ask her out. And at the edge of that time, something happen. Cancel jumpa. Aku rasa haritu sangat sial bagi aku. Lelaki. Sedih, tapi tak boleh nangis.
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