Relapse

It’s been awhile since my last post in this blog. There has been a lot happening, from finishing my degree, continue my master, meeting some friends, losing them, losing the love one and many more. I never thought i will write again. Time always be my enemy plus accompanied by my laziness. But I’m writing again for a reason. This is my escape from life, the reality that pain, the only place where I can freely share my thought. Im surely lost right now. In this moment. I need to find a way. I need to be strong. But how?